Stepping Out of the Spiritual Closet

The #universe has a unique way of speaking. Sometimes it's through the use of synchronicities. Other times it's through feelings. And yet another way is by picking us up, spinning us around, and sending us in a completely different direction than the one we were headed. I like to call this last way "Tower Moments" as it relates to the Tower card in Tarot. I'll speak more on Tower Moments in a future post, as I have had some pretty significant ones, and I'll bet others on the #SpiritualPath have had them also. But today is about a defining moment for me in finding my voice. If it inspires you that is wonderful. If it is something you remember at a later date as you are progressing along your soul's journey then that is wonderful also.

If you read my first post then you may already know that I wasn't always the most confident person when it came to living my #SoulPurpose. I wanted to fit in and be normal, but my intuition was always pulling me toward a spiritual path. A path where I was able to reconnect with myself. My inner knowing. My intuitive "gifts." I could no longer resist the call I was hearing. I connected with my soul and the universe on so many levels. I immersed myself in spiritual courses including #Reiki, #TarotReading, and #Mediumship. I read books and watched many videos and meditations. During these times I felt like myself. The me that I am meant to be. I was ignited and passionate about walking this path. I would become so excited talking about my journey and putting into practice what I'd learned. But there was a loneliness inside me too. I was still hiding my true self. Hiding my real voice.

I knew I could never go back to the life I once knew. But I didn't fit into that mold anyway so what did it matter? I struggled with where to begin such a conversation. What would people think? What would they say? Other than the people I trained with, in my mind others would think I'm crazy. That's where the universe intervened. I had been asking for answers. And they came in this way. I read the title to a chapter in a book "You were never meant to fit in" was the name of the chapter. I received a Tarot reading. The message was "you are not meant to fit in." "You're not crazy" and "You have a message to give" were the words spoken to me by a Reiki Master. You'll attract others like you when you live as your true self were the messages that repeatedly were spoken in videos I watched.

My excitement was no longer able to be contained. All along my son and my husband were the only people close to me aware of my journey. Once again I was aligned with the universe. I had a girls weekend with my mom and sisters. We don't see each other as a group very often, but finally after receiving all those signs and #synchronicities I knew it was time. I revealed my spiritual practices to them. I was overjoyed at their acceptance. I laughed when asked "Why would we think you're crazy?" Throughout our conversation I was filled with love for myself, my family, and everything around me.

What a freeing feeling to become aligned with my true self and to live my life in alignment with who I really am. I am a #Psychic. I am a #TarotReader. I am a #ReikiMaster. I am a #Medium. I am a #SpiritualSeeker on a journey to discover my soul's higher purpose. And along the way, I am here on Earth to uplift and bring joy and hope to this beautiful planet and all her inhabitants.

Stepping Out of the Spiritual Closet